Thanks all, it is great to know you have people who support you.
Pete - daren't put on here what I really think - bearing in mind I did name the hotel. Will tell all when I see you on Friday.
The positive things are I am not drinking so much - it was starting to worry me, plus I seem to have more energy and a lighter step. Everything seemed so much trouble before I got the job. I would think I will do it tomorrow, then tomorrow would come and think oh well and it went on and on. Funny thing is before I even knew I had the job I started spring cleaning - washing out the kitchen cupboards and the outside of them etc etc - must have sensed one was coming up plus that was even before I was called in for the second interview.
Even treated myself to two tankinis from Peacocks yesterday getting ready to have the relaxing times at the weekend and not feeling guilty about me not putting into the kitty, even though Steve always says it is our money I have always worked and found it extremely hard.
Jean - well it is Bank Holiday today and I will take whatever I can get as I do work hard trying to organise things in the office since there has been no storing or clear out since 2002, so six years worth of diaries, files etc. At least I am gradually getting there.
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