I just want to say thank you for all your comments that supported me, especially on Wednesday when I really felt the need to just sit here and type cos I was so hyped up I couldn't get down to doing anything productive around the house and I didn't want to go out and socialise.
I have been trying to put my worries to the back of my mind, but the day before the procedure they just wouldn't stay put! Nathan getting his job helped, but so did the messages. At bit selfish of me to put up the post - cos I knew you would say nice things - but hey, it helped me through. So a big thank you to all of you.
There are one or two very special people out there who know who they are. I have only been in Cyprus for two years, and although I am friendly and will help anyone if I can, I don't let people "in" too quickly - if at all.
But I can see some special folk out there. I really appreciate you.
I now know that there are no cancerous cells, so I can stop worrying about that.
And although the diagnosis of Coeliac's disease is 98% I could have been facing something much worse, so I am a very pleased with my results. I have not stopped appreciating the Cyprus life, but there has been a bit of a cloud over it for a few months, so now I can move forward again. It is like stepping out of restrictive clothing and running free.
I will, no doubt, have the occasional moan about the restrictions on my diet. I am far from perfect - sorry to disillusion you all
. I am already grieving the loss of hot chocolate fudge cake or apple pie, or spinach pie when I go into a taverna and just fancy it. And moussaka. We can make all of these at home with GF products, but it is the spontaneity I will miss. If I wasn't a technophobe I would write a blog for Coeliac's in Cyprus. I know that blogs exist, but don't know what they are or where you put them.
On the subject of hot chocolate fudge cake, people have been bringing me some GF treats out and the chocolate covered wafers are fantastic. I still have two hot cross buns ready for the Cypriot Easter. But the treat that has topped my list so far are the chocolate brownies. Thanks Mandy. I have one left. I kept it as a treat for after my procedure so that I could celebrate. The fact that my throat is swollen and I am having difficulty swallowing means I can't eat it yet. But this weekend I will savour it with a big dollop of cream.
Anyway, although I am no longer stressed, I feel rough as a donkey's bray so I am not spending a lot of time on here today. I am going to rest, take painkillers and make sure I don't miss out on the first Taverna Club.
Sorry this is so long. Hope I didn't bore you to sleep with it.
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